Lessons Learned, and Wisdom Earned.

I've learned that two people can look at the same thing and see something totally different.

I've learned that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.

I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.

I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.

I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you.

I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place.

I've learned that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.

I've learned that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them, and less to do with how many years you had with him.

I've learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.

I've learned that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life forever.

I've learned that the people you care about most in life are sometimes taken from you too soon


i almost got kidnapped today
more lessons learned:
go to school on time.
dont let anyone overpower you.
RUN.
dont take anything for granted - life is a pendulum, you never know if the next minute of it is gonna be on its highest point or lowest point.

i saw john for the first time after the break up
& because of my anger, i almost hit two poor innocent girls as i drove off.
lessons learned:
john will never give a fuck.
face reality NOW, or forever have no peace.
john will never fuckin talk to me.
john broke his promise, though it be the hardest thing to accept.
and like i said, the world wont stop for ur grief, so cope with this shit.
open my eyes, and realize what ive been taking for granted & ignored.


it'll all take practice.
but i feel myself growing.